Hidden thoughts

No matter how beautiful the flowers are,
It will eventually wither & die.


i slept at 5am this morning.
nothing was stored in my bird brain.
rushed to school with lin at 9plus.
survived the marketing oral thing.
& yay.

since there's nothing to do after our oral assessment, the guys brought us to this adventure place near sugarloaf. yes, we had fun balancing on this board and swinging on the tires which dirtied our shorts and thighs. we even made reservations for toptable on wednesday. haha.

decided to not let my guitar rot. so yes, i was quite determined to learn the basics first 30 minutes ago but one, my nails are too long and two, it's quite difficult. im tired. night!

sometimes what you've said can be hurting.. but do you know? sometimes i really don't know what you're thinking about. sometimes i feel that you don't care.. but maybe i'm wrong. sometimes i want to find out but i am too afraid to ask.. but i fear the answers given. sometimes i ask myself if you're still holding on to the past.. cause i feel insecure. sometimes i ask myself if i should give my 100%.. but maybe i shouldn't cause i don't want to be hurt. sometimes i wish that i'm still a child.. cause they don't need to experience such things. but there's one thing i'm sure of even though we noogether.. and that is.. i love you